Controlled space (Poem)

Lost in outer space no expression on my face,
Lost in inner space all expression in my space.
Loss of taste, being crossed in caution tape,
Left in shape, left in distance just in case.

Rubber band thoughts in opposite directions,
Persecuted pirates for correctional inspections.
Becoming who i wish for intrusive professions,
Still passing hidden test trusting accidental perfections.

Lethal liberty for my growing pain,
Lovely lilac still glowing from rowing rain.

I feel like shit. (Poem)

Let it go!, breathe please breathe,
Corrected crooked thoughts, blood on your sleeve.
CPR on the hard wood floor,
3 paramedics rush the front room door.
"Clear!" screams the first medic,
No response from the heart,
3 more times with no credit.
Electricity still not playing its part.
At 3:00 the body stays still,
3 days later the founder is charged with the kill.
3 fingerprints of the founder on the knife,
Battle slashes and a struggle left the victim stabbed twice,
3 lawyers no witnesses, ... 25 to life.


(3+3=6 3+3=6 3+3=6. 666)

Inside spunk. (Poem)

Reality sometimes switches to fantasy,
habits like heroin have it to feel,
Try obsessively until it turns to manically.
Battle the brilliance until you dream it real.
Leave lungs until there's anxiety,
Play patience until you crack,
Happy and suicidal, always a variety.
Happy hearts tumble till black.
Flames over turmoil makes your insides boil,
Ice over water makes your top layers freeze,
Insides charred so your heart starts to spoil.
Confusion occurs and you fall to your knees.

Ungreatful? (Poem)

You got everything you ever needed,
You beg and pleaded until the plant was seeded.
Stay with regular , prevails with curses,
Play with predominant pills and cutesy purses.
The perplexed pixels started the charade,
While blood dripped syllables paralyzed the brigade.
Future drama with blunt force trauma ,
Unsure coma for your four doored Honda.
Unmeasured hope fails to make you cope,
So here's a rope lets see you choke.